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The Choices Of John Still

by Conner Cherland

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1.
Come and see the dusty halls of Mrs. Still the doctor’s wife In the everlasting tapestry, his thread removed so he could choose this life With his mixtures he makes his mind too dark a place to live All alone in his room He paints the walls with what he wants, what she’ll do for him Don’t you question my motives dear, I loved you more than I could stand The pheromones will work again Just bring me one more wolf and lamb I know I know For good reason, he’ll find the fates and find a way to be free With the echo, the ring in his mind “was this meant to be?” To learn what was missed, he’ll again set the scene Place the cats with the mice and the wolves with the sheep Sharing a single pen, he writes it down they make amends But just wait Don’t you question my motives dear, I loved you more than I could stand The pheromones will work again Just bring me one more wolf and lamb I know I know And it’s different, cuz now he has the time to sit all alone In his office, on the oceanside that they once called their home Those flowers they smelled when the chemicals rose It infected their brains in ways no one could know The experiment failed in a matter of time I remember the day when she first said goodbye Don’t you question my motives dear, I loved you more than I could stand The pheromones will work again Just bring me one more wolf and lamb I know I know
2.
You better lock her up in a tower Before the clock strikes twelve and she’s long gone. Just take a pill, and threaten to kill No I won’t be missing you my darkened heart I used to be alone for hours Back when I had everything I need But now I’ve got a heart to show It’s on my mind I’m on my knees Love, til we die May we always hold to life And show it’s our time Stay for today and tomorrow I’ll make you all mine Boy take that key and keep it locked Beneath that tree inside your box And as you stand, the limbs will hold the hands That’ll shovel up that soul you left to rot Love, til we die May we always hold to life Show it’s our time Stay for today and tomorrow I’ll make you all mine
3.
You can say I got lost in the night on the way When I came for an answer to pray For the pain in my neck and my face So I sat til the river dried up into grass til the green on the court came to match No this wasn’t my legacy, or a blessing What came to me like, a memory fixed in my mind A color and length predefined This treasured uncertainty, no longer mine With all of my love seen, And signed sincerely, In these letters from Emily I could see a remedy they called a dream Hidden where no one could see, but never occurring to me That I could have loved you right, and let you leave With all of my love seen, And signed sincerely, In these letters from Emily It’s a spark, from the death of an art, that would tear us apart When i, i could have made you stay With all of my love seen, And signed sincerely, In these letters from Emily
4.
You found him drunk and lying in the back of the car It was a chance you were outside since you thought he had gone The glass had fogged up The doors are all locked Into your heart There's no erasing such a sight to be seen You had torn out the picture, broke the frame that he made The glass as it fell Had a story to tell Of love with a broken heart Scream louder You're deserving to yell Scream louder you're deserving to yell And I know that Monday back at school you'll have a story to tell Cut legs with a shorts line is a vanity blow So for now wrists will do for both the tell and the show I'm never gonna want to see you again The words you said with your lips but I really knew what you meant Thought she needed you Now it's proven true Now that you're gone Scream louder You're deserving to yell Scream louder you're deserving to yell And I know that Monday back at school you'll have a story to tell Cut legs with a shorts line is a vanity blow So for now wrists will do for both the tell and the show Keep your blood in your veins Though it might quench your pain Keep your blood in your veins It will not do you well They found him in the car Though you had thought he'd won No one was there to witness A way for us to all prevent this But now he's gone Scream louder You're deserving to yell Scream louder you're deserving to yell And I know that Monday back at school you'll have a story to tell Cut legs with a shorts line is a vanity blow So for now wrists will do for both the tell and the show Keep your blood in your veins Though it might quench your pain Keep your blood in your veins It will not do you well
5.
EmmyLynn 03:53
Went off to college and met you in a week I found myself inside your room I know the feeling of a love that’s gone away Glad my body found a home away from you I try another and get inside your bed A move by me that’s overdone We’ll tell your father that we are only friends But the bodies just don’t fit quite genuine Oh EmmyLynn, Why you on my dreams again And why you knockin at my door, EmmyLynn Thought I’d feel better I’ve been married for a week Surprised my mind has thought of you I guess the married can have their demons too Glad my body found a home away from you Oh EmmyLynn, Why you on my dreams again And why you knockin at my door, EmmyLynn I got your letter And a call from a friend Saying that he’s worried too Thought I loved you but I had to get away Glad my body found a home away from you Oh EmmyLynn, Why you on my dreams again And why you knockin at my door, EmmyLynn
6.
Now my child overcome anything, don’t you run Through sirens call in the open sea Pour out one for the weaver, and one for me Now my child overseas, this prayer I hold to the ocean breeze When landings change and the mountain steep Pour out one for the weaver, and one for me Now my child holding on, feeling shame for my passing on To air and seas to the life I leave Pour out one for the weaver, and one for me

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released September 7, 2018

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Conner Cherland Santa Barbara, California

It all started with a goal to become a good songwriter, which then became a terrible obsession, which later became something to enjoy. I hope you enjoy the first of (hopefully) many albums.

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